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Angor

by Unnamed Visitor

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All the pain that I feel It is hard though unreal And with time it will fade Like the smile on my face I have looked for the light Up the stairs, to the right But the light is a dream Dimmer now that I've seen The comfort I search Buried under my dirt Lost forever inside Answers I'll never find Get that flesh off your teeth Come one closer, beneath Can you still hear and talk? Like when the dead used to walk Through this house black and white Past rewinded in my mind Photographs, memories Bitter taste of your kiss How long I don't see My old friends, family I have lost my way Further now with each day The walls are closing in In my heart, deep within And I accept my fate Lying in the empty grave I feel my heart is rather tired Beating slow, uninspired There's little left of what I was I already see the shape of my ghost And I can't find a meaning Off the life that I'm bleeding I can't look at myself Who am I? I can't tell
2.
Dreamed a dream Inside of a dream Cannot remember The things that I’ve seen I wish that I Could remember my name My memory is vague Can’t remember a thing The light isn’t working I’m lost in the dark Nothing tastes better Than an ache in the heart Listen my friend I’m not yet insane A few minutes back I couldn’t say the same My mama told me In the day of my birth You ain’t worth All of this hurt I’ve kept a taste Of her home and her blood Can’t ever forget Those filthy words I’ve never had A friend to talk Stuck in this chair Never learned to walk I still remember My first breath Smelling the dust, the grieve The pain in the air My mama told me In the day of my birth You ain’t worth All of this hurt I’ve kept a taste Of her home and her blood Can’t ever forget Those filthy words My mama told me: “Son you’re better off dead There’s nothing in this life That you can ever have” I slit my wrists Sitting still in this chair Now just wait The sweet embrace of death
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Dark Grass 22:41
There’s nothing to understand There’s nothing to be I can’t understand anything I can’t be anything Conceived, by ancient melancholic trees In a garden of flesh Mutilated faces of the memories I can't forget Stretched my hands upon the dying plants To close their suffering eyes So suddenly realized that it was by my own hands That I've gotten blind A barn by the creek And those lonely children with no smile Their voices reflecting deep Through this gardens aisle A spectrum of myself in their faceless expression Just enough so I could relate The love that bled off my shattered passion Just enough so I could call it fate But it wasn't.. In the quiet field where I dread to be The new-borns yield to our effigy No wonder why they cry No wonder why we fear The grass has grown With mine tears pitch black Above the earth of filthy bodies That I lay my own to rest Forgotten among the leaves and plants I slowly join the earth Consumed by the existential hole in my shadow I'm slowly not here I'm slowly gone So slowly That you haven't even noticed
4.
Lurking in the shadows A face in the dark Dweller of the gallows Listener of every beating heart A whisper calls my name I don’t know where it comes But I can feel the blame In every spoken tone I hear the cries at night Tears in my shoulders A shadow where there’s no light Mourning that it’s all over Footsteps in the ceiling Silence fills a soul These empty rooms keep dreaming "To where all voices go?" That what feeds of me In my sleep I feel it’s teeth Carving so deep
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There's a rabbit man in my room
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Insomnia 10:26
Been sleeping with my back against a wall My head on a pillow that would too often slip and fall My dreams Mostly nightmares My dreams Mostly a painful reality Something from dark corners of my head Screaming to be born
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Fed to wolves Of angry mouths Funny how simple words Can turn your insides, out. I am a witness I am a victim How could I ever be... My pale skin Under the moon light In a cellar of Eden Became Eve to the devil's eyes I am a witness I am a victim How could I ever be the same Gritting my teeth Biting my mouth Whatever sort of monster that I am. Smoke filled up my lungs Coming from my head A factory of memories Of half-forgotten nightmares How could I forget? How could I erase? My soul still carries That bitter painful taste As some kind of token A monument of self torture To always remind me why I always felt so broken And why I always will...
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Shadowgraph 08:39
Laying in my bed Too far out of reach from your voice Force fed of half-empty memories I created all myself, to fill this void It's everywhere In my very speech In the air that I breathe A weight of agonizing bleak A weight upon my chest There's a shadow in the dark Eyes coveting me A self-inflicted mind suicide gone wrong I give my body to thee Gaunt spectrum Come and lay inside of me Let's share this gloomy disgusting atmosphere If your dead soul can share my faint existence I can so soon relate to your haunting presence So soon we'll both be gone

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released March 20, 2020

Cover Art: Jessica Daiane Domingos

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